Driving while tired

Have you ever realized when youre driving and tired the sense of urgency that flows over you to fall asleep? The need, today while driving home from dropping my gf off I was overcome with sleepyness the urge to give into it to just close your eyes is overwhelming and sometimes I do I just want to let go and fall asleep, theres always that moment though when you urge yourself to snap back out of it though. What if one day I didnt what if i did just let go. Thats how ive been feeling lately with everything in general. If I sit still and actually think about the past year I get consumed in the black hole that is my heart sucks me in. Im unsure what to do with myself sleep is seemingly nice lately, except for the nightmares that get at me.

Its time for bed...

I said i wouldnt do calories on here but till I get the new journal Im gonna..

Breakfast:

*Bayali-189

*Pineapple cup-80

Lunch:

Dinner:

*2 crackers-35

*Turkey-90

*Cheese-35

*Soup-50

Total: 479

Working burned or so the website says ((624))