Bad Day Bad Day =(

So about a month ago I stopped taking my effexor cause I was running out, maybe less than that, 3 weeks ago or so. I thought it was fine because I dont want to be dependent on the meds but now that ive been going through hell and back physically and emotionally Im not too sure.
Last year I had an issue well Ive always had the issue with napping and nighttime where I freak out and have anxiety attacks, none of my therapists have been able to pinpoint why, but when i was put on the effexor at the right dosage it wasnt happening. Tonight im sick and I napped 3 hours and I woke up wanting to cry I still want to I think I might cause I dont want to deal with this feeling I hate it so much.


Dont ever go on meds theyre good and evil wrapped into one.