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Emotional cripple, fearful of things that are clearly a figment of my imagination. If that were to be in the dictionary my picture would be next to it. Im gonna start recording BMI instead of weight.

Caught in a cycle of darkness the feelings keep welling up in my chest. I dont know who to go to or why I need someone to go to..

All I know is I never said Id give up but days are tiring me out.

I am tiring my out.

Fixing the damage thats been done 1 week soup nothing else..

Im not worthy of this body but I am worthy of this pain its all I know, all ive ever known..

Teach me how to feel again live again cause right now I dont want to.

Its a fucked up situation of whose with who who was with who and my mind cant handle it..

Living in the past

in the future

afraid of the present..

know what im thinking my heart is breaking splitting hurting peeling burning...

Alone I will be if I keep it up